My World of Dreams & Wishes-

Monday, September 24, 2007
-11:17 AM-

Good day e fellow friends!
haha I really don't know what to write.. I guess inspiration has not come to me.... Now, everyone's in midst of studying and probably are on hiatus but I am a devoted blogger(yeah right) so I decided to blog... even though exams are sooooooooo near and I have not finished studying everything and I know that I'm really dead and I'm really stressedXD Anyway, I hope you people who are reading this know what you are doing... cause... you really should not be reading my blog now... an advise to you, GO STUDY! But since I am such a devoted blogger, I shall continue blogging while you .... if you are still here, GO STUDY NOW....not read this load of crap!:D Ok... basically life has been really stressful and I really hate it.... to make it worse, I'm getting sicker by the day... and certainly unfitter and fatter:< I really don't know how unfit I'll be after the exams but expect the worst! Really, right now, I can't even control the squash ball with my racket... ( though.. It really isn't my fault....cause it just got restringed and it is really hard to play with and it got me really angry yesterday cause everytime I dropped, it ended up a soft hit but high... so its really easy to retrieve.) Anyway, besides studies I have not really been doing much.. maybe a little more reflecting about my life and how it revolves squash and how I have neglected studies... Oh... and a little more about god too. I realise that I have been neglecting him too... and do you know that although alot of christian say they are christian, they don't really act like one? One great example is me. I really feel that I have not been reflecting god's love and I should... so I'm trying to be more godly...but I guess its really hard.... cause god's not exactly on my mind 100% of the time so yeah... sometimes when I get angry at someone, I'll just forget about god and hit the person ( haha.. short tempered! Esp. when I'm really stressed now... I think I've lost my temper at my mum at least 4 times this week and most of them was because of minor things.... Seems like a being less godly rather than more doesn't it?) Well.... I've decided that I really should try do god's will so I will..... try.... really hard. So those of you who have stayed on to read the WHOLE of my post, you really just wasted your time... so I shall not give you any reason to procrestinate(is that how you spell it?) anymore... GO STUDY! BYE:D

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