My World of Dreams & Wishes-

Thursday, April 05, 2007
-3:38 PM-

Hi all,
I'm feeling very bad now. Mostly because of the speech competition. I feel like I've left my class down. I didn't think I did well today...not as well as I expected at least. It would be a miracle if I got into the finals. The possiblities are very very slim. I should not represented my class! I regret so much now! So sorry 1O.... all your hopes would have to be on Kaizha now... as you know I normally do well when I am hyper but sadly today, I was not hyper in my speech! I mean how could I? How do you be hyper on a speech about the environment?? I so did not perform up to expectation... once again sorry 1O..... I don't really have the guts to post this on the 1Oreo blog but for those 1Oreo-ians who are reading now, sorry. I know you definitely feel bored reading about me and how sad and bad I feel but... ok.. I'll go on to a more interesting topic... not that I have the mood to post but I shall for the sake of the people who are reading this blog. Anyway, today we had the rational harmony celebration concert and initially it was quite interesting... then it was ok... it is got boring... and then it got ABSOLUTELY DREADFUL! Well.. You may not feel that way but I was extremely restless I mean what do you expect? I had to stand the whole 40 mins... wait.. more than that! Anyway.. you get my point. Surprisingly the one I enjoyed the most was the indian dance.... cause normally I dread these kind of things but this one turned out quite nice. The "spanish" dance was super weird.. I actually thought it would be one of those olden spanish dance... who knew it turned out to be the cheetar girls... how spanish-.-" Though I do like the hand thing... as in the way their hands were so flexible... Ok... enough about my comment on the concert... now I have to go onto doing my editoral writing which hopefully would turn out well... provided I am in a writing mood.. which I am so not now so I am not doing it now... even though it is fresh in my mind. Anyway after the concert, it was that awful speech competition... I mean the competition isn't awful... just that erm,... I did my speech awfully... oh and listening to the people outside did not help me at all! It lower my confidence level from a very low 15% to a -15%! Blame Jes! She started reading her speech and then I started getting sooooooo intimidated! So yea... I was shaking inside.. ok.. I shall not say anymore or it make me feel extremely sad again... so yeah.. after that, I went for squash. Initially I wanted to vent my anger and hit the ball super hard but somehow I could not. Today I actaually played less crappish than I thought I would. Somehow.. I feel that I play MUCH better when I am with my parents... I don't know why... so yeah.. today I played a little better than I normally do during training but if I were playing against my parents, it would also be considered quite crappy. Oh yes! Today was Yvonnie's first day with us! She seemed quite happy and Mr Lee also seem to think quite highly of her too. You see.. Mr Lee has groups... somehow he thinks highly of me... ( I don't know why...) so I am in Rachel and Nicole's group. Yvonnie is is Ariel's group which shows that he thinks highly of her too cause he thinks she's about the same standard as Ariel...might I tell you that is a good thing? So anyway, she seemed to be taking things well... I mean... she's not really extremely tired today... so that's a good sign.. hopefully she can survive physical days. Yvonnie, I warn you... get ready to get very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired! But never mind... you would definitely survive. Anyway, I have nothing to blog about anymore to bye!

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