My World of Dreams & Wishes-

Thursday, December 28, 2006
-2:11 PM-

Wrote this quite a long time ago.. well on weds that is but forgot to post it:
HIII!!!!
OK.. this post is about none other than squash! Well squash yesterday that is. So sad Ariel did not come!! She is so bad! Haha:D Kidding lar. She didn't come cause she had to do a checkup on her back. I think it is because it was a little crooked or something like that. I think mine was crooked too but I've been discharged! Whoopee me! Haha:D So anyway, squash was quite boring without Ariel because she's normally the high one so it would be very fun! But well it was fun because we played against coach! Well of course we lost badly. *sobs* Oh and I didn't even get my dinner!!!! NOOOOOO!!! I really wanted that dinner! NOOO!! WAH!!! You see coach promise me that if I scored at least 1 point against him, he would treat us to dinner but sadly, it did not happen!!! NOOOOO!!! I hate him so much! haha:D So anyway, squash was VERY tiring considering that we had to run back and forth trying to hit the ball and it was like coach was making us run like mad. WO BU GAN XIN!!! Next time I play with him, I must make him run like mad instead!! CAUSE HE IS MEAN AND EVIL!!!! I WANT MY DINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lol. Oh and we had to do this controlling thingy and it was quite tiring cause you had to control your strength or else you have to like run all over the place trying to hit the ball. Haha:D Yeah.. thats why I was soooooooooooooooooooooooo exhausted after the controlling ball thingy. So I guess thats basically what we did today. I got to go now. BYE!!

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
-5:26 PM-

Hey! I know I said that the last post would probably be my last post and all but until now, I still haven't exactly find a place to jot down my thoughts and feelings so I'll just continue with blogging I guess.. well at least until I actually find right place to write down my thoughts. So anyway, I just found out from the Jonathan Leong's fan site that he won the best hunk AND the dude of the year! Hurray!! Jonathan fans celebrate!! haha:D Anyway, haven't wished you all merry christmas though it is somewhat late. Well... actually I have alot to tell because I haven't been blogging for quite a long time. I mean it might not be very long to alot of you but to me it is considering that I normally blog almost every other day. ( whao.. I sound like a dedicated blogger! haha:D But no. I guess I just enjoy jotting down my thoughts and well... sometimes I don't exactly want people to read it but other times, I really want to share how I feel with other people.) So anyway, I guess I would be continuing with my trip to Bei Jing posts but it might not come so fast cause it takes a SUPER.................................... LONG time to upload the pictures. Hmm.. maybe I should compress them... but I am basically just too lazy. I mean if it is like 30 photos I don't mind but we are talking about 300 here! So anyway, I'll start with what I did on christmas! Well... christmas was very boring but christmas eve was really fun! We invited Bu bu and Sarah and Hannah to our house for a christmas eve dinner! Bu bu had to leave ealier because Melly ( thats Melody's nickname! She is super cute and chubby!! :D feel like squishing her! haha:D She was kinda of grouchy but she still smiled when she saw me! SHE LIKES ME!! YAY! haha:D) fell asleep but either ways, I could see she wasn't exactly having fun. We basically chatted the whole night cause there was nothing much to do but I actually got to learn alot about Sarah and Hannah. Well... at least more than I use to. So anyway, Bu bu gave me a necklace... as expected... I don't know why but she likes giving me necklaces. Oh and Sarah and Hannah gave me the Super cute PRECEIOUS MOMENTS musical photo frame! It is really nice!! Oh Sarah if you are reading this now, thx! Haha:D OH and the best of all.. I didn't really expect this but my mum handed me a nicely wrapped box and told me it was my present. I didn't really expect a present becaue she told me that the money in china was my christmas present. So anyway, when I opened it, I found the thing that I wanted to buy from china but could not find and in the end was very disappointed to not get... and it is .................................................................................... A WHINNEY THE POOH GLOBE PUZZLE!!!!! I was so happy I ran up to her to hug her when I opened the present! You know these kind of things are super expensive! The huge one costs like $219!!! Super expensive!!! I actually wanted the huge one cause it would be more challenging cause the small one was quite easy but at least I got one. I really didn't expect her to get it. So now it is one of my most prized possessions! Well... after some of my necklaces and my precious moments figurine that is. Oh and while we were eating we turned to channel 5 and guess what? We saw Jonathan performing!!! Well... it was the christmas show thing and Hady was also performing but how cares? ( okok... well... maybe Hannah cares cause she supports Hady. *Jiamin is showing a disgusted face and sticks out her tongue* haha. ) Oh and Sarah ( if you are reading this now) I'm so lucky to have a friend like you who don't have a hearing problem! Yes! Sarah supports Jonathan too!! Super happy!! haha:D OK.. I think this post is too long already! I'll blog about squash in my next post. Bye now!!

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Friday, December 15, 2006
-12:22 PM-

Hey all
Recently I feel like blogging is not doing any good for me. I mean I don't blog for other people to read and all cause I blog like how I write in my diary but I feel that I am being restricted in some ways or another. I feel that maybe blogging is not for me. I think I'm gona abandon this blog. I mean.. it is not the template and all but it is just sometimes, I cannot write what I really feel.. it is not that I cannot express it in words and all but most of the times it is too personal.. though other times, it is cause there loads of vulgar words.. (I have that kind of moments too). I'll have to think it over. Cause if I give up on blogging, I may not have another way to express myself. I know I can keep a diary and all but well... when I keep a diary, people might find it and all my secets would be revealed and that is a VERY BAD thing. Oh and besides... I don't seem to be very good in writing. I mean I feel better typing .. partly cause it is faster and well probably cause if you write, you words are not as nice too. Any suggestions? If you do, email me at lavgneangel@hotmail.com. well most of you already know my email. But either ways... I'm still thinking whether to give up on blogging. I guess I got to go now. Hopefully this is not my last time blogging. Bye now!!( oh if I stop blogging, I doubt you'll find out what happened in the Bei Jing trip cause there is still like 6days to go).

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
-8:50 PM-

Whats up people? ( yay! Thats a change.. sry.. couldn't some up with a better one.. hehe)
Anyway, today I went to play squash with my parents. Or well... at least my father cause my mother didn't really play with us cause she claimed that her arms has not recovered from the skiing in Bei Jing.. ops.. hahas:D I haven't told you about the skiing! Oh and about the Bei Jing trip, I'm not gona blog about it today either because it seems like things are more interesting on weekends so I shall not blog about the trip on week ends. Anyway where was I?? Oh yes I went to play squash with my father and that irritating guy kept on boasting and hitting to the back of the court. ( He knows that my weak point is the back of the court)Super angry with him!! The worst thing is that I'm kinda of rusty now cause I haven't been playing for a while and my strokes aren't as hard as when I left for Bei Jing. Whenever I try hitting really hard or really high, the ball always goes the opposite! THIS IS SUPER FRUSTRATING!! Then later on I went to the SICC restaurant and ate my favourite spagetti!! That calmed my angry but my parents just had to agitate me! They were like.. Ying ying is so indipendent she can wash cups and etc. then I'm thinking to myself.. oh... I so know where you are going... I AM NOT FALLING FOR YOUR STUPID TRAP! So I said yeah.. I know she's a good girl.. I can wash the dishes but I'm not going to. Then you know what they said... you should be like her too.. from today onward you go and pack your bed etc. So much for not falling for their trap! I really wished that Bu bu didn't wash the dishes that day! It just had to be infront of my parents! ( Oh and you know what makes me even madder? Yeah... I was washing the dishes with Bu bu in Bei Jing and apparently I had more experience so I went to the bath room to take the soap and just my luck, my parents came into the kitchen and saw Bu bu and said oh you are such a good girl... I really feel very very angry! Well not with Bu bu cause she's much too adorable and cute to get angry with and well it is not really her fault. I'm super angry with my parents!!!) ok.. as if that was not enough, I just popped the question about the birthday party not at our house but at SICC then my mum said" with your money can, with our money, cannot." so then my parents and I made this stupid bet that the next birthday party I had to plan and spend my own money. What a bummer! So now I can only invite like super close friends! So if you don't get invited, sorry... it is not that I don't like you or anything just that I cannot because of my parents whom I want to prove wrong! So I'm probably gona seek help from my wonderful ( I hope) uncle, Bu bu's father, to let me use his bowling alley and as for the rest of the stuff, I gotta settle myself. :'( BooHoo... my poor money! Hahas:D ah.. nevermind. I mean friends are much more important than money so I don't really mind spending a little money. Oh and for those who I invite, sorry.. this party is probably gona be very suckish. And to think that I was planning to have a superb party where I'll invite like near to 70 people and have JONATHAN LEONG and his band Reverie to play for us.. hahas:D but I guess that would just be another figment of my imagination. Well blogging sure cheered me up a little... I guess I got to go now... BYE!!!

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Saturday, December 09, 2006
-10:14 PM-

Hey all! ( oh no! I've been using that too many times... better change soon!)
Today I'm not gona post about my trip because I'm already gona blog about caroling and well... I don't really have much time now cause I have to sleep very soon. Anyway, today I went caroling with my old church. It seemed to have changed alot and the people there seem so alien! Well some of them that is. Truthfully, I felt kinda ostrasized. I mean I haven't been there for a long time and the number of girls my age seemed to decrease! The only two people who is my age is elanor and Noel and I can't relate to either of them! Cause one is obsessed with pets and the other is plain act stupid ( according to elanor, he is really acting cause in actual fact, he is super clever! He is GEPer!! So unfair! And do you know what?? He got the same marks as I did for PSLE! HA! So that proves that I'm as smart as I GEPer! HA! lols.. I know what you are thinking... Thick skinned! hahas:D Well.. actually, ok I admit.. he is clever than I am. He got 3 A*s but I only got 1! Ok pause for awhile... I need to go and bathe. OK.. right.. I'm back! Now anyway as I was saying, I felt kinda ostrasized then why did I still stay?? Because of 1 person. Shall I tell you?? Wait.. I shall be creative and ask you to guess first. Do you want a clue?? This person is very close to me and I mentioned this person alot of times in my blog. Another clue? No... this person is not a guy. ( you naughty person you thought it was a guy I had a crush on it is?! EVIL! Hahas:D Kidding) Ok.. I'll tell you. It is Tracy! Now that wasn't that hard to guess was it? So anyway, where was I?? Ops... I guess I side-tracked too much. Hehe. Erm.. oh yes. First, we went to sing songs to old folks at this place called Bethany home. Some old folks were really poor thing. There was this guy who could not speak I think... he had to point at things for us to understand him! So sad right?? So poor thing! Then there was this very sporting lady who although was a old folk, was a child at heart! she was singing together with us. She even did an impromtu solo performance! I really give her props!!! we were all cheering for her. Next, we went to IMH ( hey apparently my father is the president of the silver ribbon! I didn't know that! yeah i know.. very blur.. Hehe:D). Oh yeah.. I miss out a part on the bus, Tracy's brother, Bryan and his friends were going crazy... they were singin the " I am cow, I am cow, I weigh 2x as much as you... etc." song in this very gay voice. Oh and then Becky and him were sing "baby hit me one more time" by Britney Spears. Lols. Well actually that was in the car when they went to pick me up. Ok... i know it is rude to laugh but it was so funny! I was grinning to myself the whole trip and when we finally reached the church, I went to the toliet and burst out laughing! HAHAHA! Anyway on the bus, they were really going crazy! Ops ... side-track too much again hehe:D Ok anyway, we went to IMH. There, we sang in the hallways cause some patients were too ill mentally to visit them. So anyway, there, I helped Bryan carry his song book cause Tracy was playing an instrument. So anyway, after helping him hold for very Very VERY long time, he took the book back... WITHOUT SAYING THANK YOU!! Feel like slapping him! Hahas:D No lar I'm not so petty but I was quite appaulled that he didn't say thank you.. so rude! Probably overly crazy. hahas:D Anyway, then we went to king Albert Park Condo for our dinner!!!My impression of it was ok at first then later while I was browsing the place, i saw a squash court!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO LIVE THERE!! Hahas:D Seems like I'm obsessed with squash doesn't it?? Well... truthfully, i've finally decided to take squash somewhat seriously to prove that no good brother of mine wrong! ok anyway, after dinner, we went home. The End! [ Jm closes book as says... I think I'm missing out something somewhere... nevermind.. I'll think of it tomorrow... I'm quite slow. Bye now!!]

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Thursday, December 07, 2006
-1:09 PM-

Written in my diary that I brought along[ Hey all!! Today is my 2nd day in Bei Jing and equally as tiring but fun as the first. Today was all shopping!! HURRAY! Hahas:D I bought ALOT of stuff but Bu bu even more. Most of her stuff is very nice do you know why?? Because I chose them! Well ok it wasn't really like chosen by me more of I bought something and she liked it too so she bought the same thing as me. I bought: 2 shirts, a jacket, a cap, a pair of shoe ( finally got one that was suitable for squash but I admit... it isn't say very nice... or very comfortable... but nevermind at least I got something to wear besides my school shoes ,which is super slippery, for squash.) and a bracelet. Bu bu bought: 2 shirts (same as mine), a jacket ( different from mine probably cause my one didn't have her size), a pair of boots, a scarf, a bracelet( same as mine) and something else which I cannot remember. For lunch, we went to a restaurant that sold almost nothing but ducks. Ok well there was something else. Something that might be very disturbing to some. I rather not say it here so I have to trouble you to go to my blog and I'll show a picture of it. Anyway, for lunch, we had a emperor's meal! Seriously! According to the tour guide, those cooks at the palace lost their job after the last emperor steppedd down so thery decided to set up a restaurant at the palace itself. So after browsing the palace, we went to eat! To see a picture of the palace, once again, sorry to trouble you... go to my other blog : www.photos-ave.blogspot.com . I guess that is basically what I did today. I'll keep you updated on what I did tomorrow.

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
-9:08 AM-

Hey all! I've just gotten back from Bei Jing and I'm gona tell you all about it! Don't worry... this won't be very long cause this is just about the first day. I thought that if I posted about the whole trip all at once, you people probably have to take at least 2hours reading my blog so I'm just gona blog about the first day today and the second tomorrow and so on and so forth. Oh wait... I should tell you about who went and why we went shouldn't I?? Well ok. Here it goes... Ok... this is suppose to be my other reward for my PSLE cause my parents believe that after a tough year ( no matter what my marks are) we should take a break and rest for awhile. So, we booked this in like September or so. Later on, my cousin, Ying Ying ( actually I prefer to call her bu bu cause according to her parents, when she was younger, she called everyone bu bu. It is such a cute name!!)wanted to join us cause although her grandmother was a Shang Hai citizen, she had never been to Bei Jing. So 5 of us, my father, my mother, my brother, Bu bu and I went to Bei Jing. Oh yes I forgot to say.. I brought a diary along and everyday I'll write what I would post here so I write according to my mood then. My diary went [ Hey all! Just got back from a tiring but nevertheless, fun day. It is my first day here and I had to take a long 6 hours flight to China. *PHEW!* Yes we breather a sigh of relief after the flight. 6 hours seems so short and yet it feels so long! Anyway, we didn't do much today considering that we got to China at 3:15 and it becomes dark at 5. ( Oh yeah I forgot to say... it is REALLY COLD here! But I love it!)So anyway, we had our dinner at 6:00 plus minus. The food was quite good but sadly I could not taste much cause I had a flu. ( You know... this is so ironic! I mean Bu bu and I got the flu jab but my parents and bro didn't and in the end?? Bu bu and I got the flu! -.-")Anyway after dinner, we watch this super cool acrobat show! It was so amazinf! Their bodies were so felxible and the guys could like throw the girls up and catch them with one hand or something like that. Super Cool! And the most amazing part is that the acrobats were.... KIDS!! Some might even be 8 years old! According to the tour guide, these kids were trained from young. It is like school for them just that this school is for those poor kids. The don't get paid much. Most of the money is given to the teachers...etc.They are really very good! well... ok... one guy tripped and fell but still he was super good. I can't even do a backflip! this guy? He can do a backflip on a stick that 2 other guuys were holding! whao right?? i don't quitue know how to describe it but i'm gona post some pics of it on my other blog: photos-ave.blogspot.com. When you see it you'll really gasp"whao!" Ok erm... I gotta go sleep now. I tell you about my second day tomorrow. BYE!!]

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